Hi Jamie, I am sorry to hear your feeling so bad, but I know where your comming from. I had a terrible reaction to something in the hospital, and I was misserable for a few weeks, but please believe me when I say not only does it get better, you will soon realize it was the best thing you could have ever done for yourself. I am 7 months out and 20 pounds from goal. Take care. You are in my prayers for a speedy recovery.