Bb, read your post... sometimes it does feel like we're invisible... I would encourage you to keep reading and educating yourself, to look at those who do and have supported you, and to know that others are in the same boat. I didnt get much support from these "AMOS" folks, but I didn't give much either... I've been gleaning info, and have been guilty of "hitting and running" without giving any words of encouragement...
I will be praying for you, and that you would rise above your disappointment and focus on how brave you were to make and go through with this decision! You are on a most wonderful, health-giving journey! We share in that together...
remember your disappointment and use it as a motivator to reach out to others... you'll be mighty blessed! In prayers and thoughts, Judy