Hi Donna! I know what you're going through. I just had my surgery 5 weeks ago, so it is still fresh in my mind how nervous I was before. The strangest thing happened after. On the first full day after surgery, my sister woke me up and wanted to know what I was grinning about. It seems I was having such a lovely dream that I was actually smiling in my sleep. I don't remember the dream but I think it was caused by my relief at surviving the surgery and joy at starting a new life. I wish you the same joy, and send my prayers for your speedy recovery. Carole