MG,
I cannot imagine what is going through your heart and head right now. Please know that you are my angel - you have helped me more than you will ever know in my recovery during this wls process. I hate it when life seems this unfair. This is the only thing that makes me want to beat on the gates of heaven anymore. The injustice of being MO. You know this is getting way too long for all I want to say to you...so I will simply say, I love you, and wish you the best of everything.