Hi Marilyn,I read your reply to me on the message board and i'm so grateful for your words of encourgement.my e-mail has been corrected if you ever want to write.I know in my heart this is what is meant for me to do.I have been praying and asking God's direction for over 9 months.I am a born again christian and have been for over 20 yrs.I guess I let myself get over whelmed in fear.But isn't that just like the devil?I'm truly trusting God and I thank him for friends like you on this site.you could of read my post and not made a reply,but you took the time to respond and that means alot to me.Thank You.Love In Christ Lora