Dear Jennifer: Greetings! Yeah, I can relate to your desire for the loratab---It can really take away the 'pain' of the world! I love the stuff too. But, being a certified chemical dependency counselor, I have to tell ya===stay away from it. Try taking a benedryl or two at bedtime, it will help you sleep until your mind/body give up the desire for the loratab. Hope this helps. If you need to rap about it, please don't be shy about e-mailing me. cebulsky@wcta.net. Sincerely, Lori Ann