Hello Gwen, it may be a little too soon for you to realize this is indeed a 'good choice'. I think I read that your surgery was two weeks ago. First I want to say look at the positive and don't allow yourself to get down about the life you no longer have (and no longer wanted anyway). There were certain things I would not allow to happen to me, especially my first six weeks as a post op. The first was there was no such thing as 'head hunger'. When I feel that could present a problem, I would paint my nails, sip water, read a book and just pray. This time next year you will amazed at what the time has afforded you. My thoughts and prayers are iwth you.