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June 30th-July 1st
Tonight is the night before my surgery and I am nervous. I am a little better now because I made myself stop reading the worse case scenario things online. I have a problem with that. I am really excited about what this surgery means for my life. I will be able to actually participate in life again. Jeremy won't even know what to do with a wife that is not a lazy cow :) I know that he loves me thick or thin, but I don't have the energy to do all of the outdoor activities that he likes to do. Now that Cali is on her way I want to be healthy for her as well. I can look into the future and see the three of us bike riding. I want nothing more than to be able to do whatever Cali wants to do. Here is my list of things I am looking forward to after the surgery and the weight loss;
1. cross my legs when sitting in a chair ( I can do this with little effort 11-08)
2. sit indian style on the floor of my classroom(I sat on the floor, no problemo for Yoga!!! 1-8-09)
3. sit in any seat at the movie theatre (went to see twilight and had NO problems)
4. climb up on our bed without getting out of breath( I can climb up easily 12/08)
5. go river rafting
6. ride a bike to work
7. walk to Mama's and not feel like I am going to die (September 09)
8. sit on mama and daddy's porch swing without worrying (June 09, still worried)
9. Shop and fit into clothes from forever 21
10. buy a bra from Victoria Secret
11. fit into a size 18 (wore Capri's this week that were a size 18 12-18-08) (size 16 paints 1-5-09)
12. fit into a size 14 (April 09, a Target 14!!!!)
13. fit into a size 10 (October 31st, Gap jeans size 10)
14. sit in a white outdoor chair comfortably
15. wear a bikini (and look decent)
16. fit into my EMU hoody I can now wear my hoody!!! October 08** It's too big 1/09 :)
17. go hunting with Bunny
18. swing on the swings at RCS ( I did this and my students LOVED it!!!)
19. keep up with Cali when she is a toddler
20. get to Onderland for the first time in 15 years (April 09)
21. Race for the Cure
