Today is Nov.10,2003, I did something very, very new for me this weekend I went to a prayer lunch it was about fifteen of us there.I didn't know at the time that I was in for a change. I told them about my up coming surgery. I didn't know so many people come offer so much love ,caring ,and support. I was a guess , no way did I think they would act as they did ,I told one person I was ashamed of my fat body and you'll laugh to hear what she said , she told me we were in the same boat , she was ashamed of her super thin body , I stood there with my mouth open, we just never know what some people are going through. I'm getting out and during more than I ever dreamed of , before this I stayed at home and didn't go out. Look out world I'm coming OUT.