Hello,
I made it. It's one month after surgery but better late then never. I have lost 32 lbs as of last Monday. Things are going well. I am a little frustrated with eating. I have good days and bad. Sometimes I forget that I have a new stomach and eat more then I should and then I remember. My stomach reminds me. I was really, really tired for about 2 weeks. I am starting to get some strength back. I started back to work yesterday. That was interesting.
I had to change my routines for eating and drinking again.
I feel this pull to go back to my old habits when I am at work. Like before I had the surgery I would go in the morning and get a donut and a pepsi. That was a typical breakfast.
I got out of my car this morning and that was the 1st thing I thought of.
So, I still have some things to work on and I am sure this process will keep going on for a while.
It's interesting to learn all the little games that my mind places. It's the same games that it played before I had the surgery, but I can control the game now where I couldn't before. There are still times that I don't completely succeed, but I know that I am getting better at controlling it.
Until next time!