Hi,
Well there has been a BIG change in my WLS. I have decided not to have it done. Well not for now anyways.
The surgery has been cancelled three times on me. Many of my family members and ALL my friends and coworkers are telling me not to have it done. Many of them know people that have had the surgery. They knew that they would be ok even before they had the surgery. But for some reason, they ALL felt that for me, something would go terribly wrong. Even though I put my faith and trust totally in God, it did make me stop and take another look. Part of me says "Get the surgery done stupid." Then another stronger part of me sceams "No. Not now."
Friday morning when I was getting ready to go shopping with my wife I was thinking "How am I ever going to lose all this weight?" I ALWAYS fail. Then my eyes, on their own, went up to a verse that's from the Bible that I had typed out in big letters and framed on the bedroom wall. It's from the book of Proverbs 3:5,6 "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not to your own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths." Was God telling me something? If He didn't want me to have the surgery, why did I have to go through all of this? Many, many people have lost weight by putting God in control of there weight loss. Maybe He wants this for me too. All I know now is that for me, maybe now, is the wrong time.
(((((HUGS TO ALL))))) and God Bless us all.