well here it is one day before my 5th week after surgery......
This is what has occured : and gosh its been a long two weeks....
Well, after the two week post op check up and everything had been going great losing so much weight, I just expected, yes that is the right word, expected that the trend would just keep on going....then it happend.................IT STOPPED...the scales just stayed the same, one day, then two days, oh god, then three days, four days, and the scales stayed the same...I was in shock, I was scared and I was most off, so depressed.....my best friend who had the surgery the same day as I only lost 18 lbs the first two weeks, then all of a sudden she started losing, yes I know no comparisins....thats bad....shame on me...but still I was like what the heck is wrong with me, what and I doing, I called the doctor and they said its normal, sure it is I said, but it dont feel normal to me, but they assured me things were fine, and then I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very hungry all the time, it was sad, what I am hungry I thought this was not to happen...right, it was I was not eating enough at one given time to make me feel full...work that problem out by doing the 6 to 8 times a day thing...its good...and then on the fourth week all of a sudden I lost weight...now its a total of 36 lbs....in 33days....I happy, but I also know that it might stop again, and I might not lose any for another week, maybe two weeks, maybe three weeks and so on at a time, the one thing I know is that my attitude and my finding out on here that yes, it has happend to others like me and I am not alone, makes me feel so happy....now tomorrow is soft foods, and I am a little scared that when I start doing the soft foods I will not lose as much, then the following week I can go on regular foods and then it will stop, like I am afraid to start eating again, because the weight will stay on....but I must do it, I will do it....LIFE AND THIS PLACE IS SO WONDERFUL, I appreciate all that have had concerns and wishes for me......LOVE you all....Melody (spiritedangel)