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My heaviest was 307pouns at age 34. I remembered being skinny because I gained so much weight only after giving birth to my child. I was very lonely at that time, not to mention depressed. My pregnancy was a desaster I went from 155 to 130 during the first three months, then when I finally could eat I really started eating! so I ended up a fabulos 188 after giving birth. This was 1991 and ever since I just kept going up...
tried exercising dieting pills fasting and in the rollercoaster I ended up 14 years later and 304 pounds. In 2003 My good friend from work had the gastric bypass, and I thought nhaaa this woun't work! But I was witness to her involvment, her dedication and her faith. I saw her transform! She was healthy! I thought I want that!
So my quest for insurance approval began Aetna denied me because They wanted nutrisional support for at least 6 months, I was not ready to do that I was upset with the world, I wasn't ready. So the next year I switch to cigna and they wanted the same, so I was very brave and I decided I can do this, I made arrangements with my physitian to monitor my weight and "receive nutritional support"
I was very serious by this time, I actually met a nutritionalist later on and I learned a few things...
Finally in july of 2005 the 11th I had my surgery, for me once and for all I hope it's just going back to normal I can see my face in the mirror again! and I don't look away, sometimes I even smile....
