annrouse
I AM 60 YEARS OLD AND HAVE BEEN FAT MOST OF MY LIFE. IT SEEMS TO BE AN UNUSUAL AGE TO DECIDE TO HAVE THJIS SURGERY. I COME FROM A LONG LIST OF FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE A LOT OF HEALTH PROBLEMS. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY GRAND KIDS. I AM 5'5" TALL AND I WEIGH 275 LBS. I AM SO TIRED OF BEING FAT AND FEELING BAD AND NOT LOOKING GOOD IN ANY THING I PUT ON. I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BE FUNNY, BUT I CANT EVEN CROSS MY LEGS. I AM SO LLOKING FORWARD TO DOING THAT. I AM SCARED, BUT I KNOW THIS IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE THAT HELPED ME TO GAIN WEIGHT. I HAVE HAD A LOT OF MY SELF-ESTEEM TAKED AWAY FROM ME. IT IS MY TURN TO TAKE IT BACK. IT IS MY TIME TO SHINE FOR ME. GOD IS ON MY SIDE AND WILL ALWAYS BE. WITHOUT HIM I COULD NOT HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME IN MY LIFE. HE HAS TOLD ME IT IS MY TIME.
MY ANGEL IS MY DAUGHTER TAMARA. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.
