carolbear
DECEMBER 1, 2006 .........."164 lbs". .....I have noticed that my weight loss has finally started to slow down. At this point, if I am to loose more weight, I guess it is up to me. I am wearing size 14 pants....."OOOHHH My God", are you kidding me...I started this journey wearing size 22 pants (stretch or lycra), 24, if they were tight fitting or really BIG women pants. Thanksgiving wasn't bad at all. I didn't sit and have a plate, I just kind of picked on everything, which wasn't bad and I know that I didn't overeat at all. How can I possibly overeat if my pouch won't allow me, it actually tells me to spit out the last mouthful that I took..just to overeat. I can eat and drink at the same time, I know that I should'nt but my tummy does not dissaprove, so i do take a couple of sips. I have yet to eat carbs "yeah"......On occasions I have tried tortillas ( I love tortilas, I could eat 7 or 8 at one sitting, before surgery) but my tummy does not want them, so I don't eat. I crave bread but I know how weak I am, so I don't want to start the trend again. My excercise routine is not consistant, unfortunately. My belly is somewhat weak and my arms are so "great grand ma", my fault for not taking my excersie more seriously........I didn't want to have any plastic but I am not writing it of...besides my breast have come down quit a bit....so yes, I do want breast implants. I have not become vain but I am still young and would like to continue my journey to being and feeling the best I can.
DECEMBER 15,2006......"158".......I thought that my weight had slowed down but....Iam down 6 lbs. in 15 days. I now wear size 12 (some 9/10) jeans. My brother-in-law gave me some designer jeans (made by Beyonce), wow, I was so thrilled to be able to fit into them.
It gives me pleasure, when I haven't seen a person in a while, and they don't know who Iam or are very shocked when they see me and realize that it is me. Last friday I went to a Christmas party, the doctors where very impressed to see me. I recieved lots of attention from the doctors and the men in the party. I was asked to dance more than any other girl. The photographer was following me around and taking lots of pictures. I even got asked for my number three times. Such a great difference from the invisible fat girl at last years party.
