cdkstar75
To kick the scale or hug the scale.
Nov 15, 2009
So....I got on the scale this morning and I am 1/2 a pound away from being under 300 lbs for the first time in almost 10 years. Seeing this was both exciting and frustrating. It was also a little scary. Of course it was exciting to be so close and know I could wake up tomorrow under 300. It was frustrating that it wasn't today and I was so very close. It is scary because I've had this fear from the beginning that I would lose 100 lbs and then totally sabotage myself. Once I hit 300 lbs I'll have 10 lbs left to losing 100 lbs. That's a big mark. It's great to have come so far but kind of sucks that there's still so far to go. How do I celebrate the victory when the finish line seems so far away? There's also some kicking myself. How did I let myself get so out of control? Why couldn't I do something about it sooner?
I always try to keep a positive attitude but sometimes it's really hard.
and man I want some Coldstone! LOL
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I always try to keep a positive attitude but sometimes it's really hard.
and man I want some Coldstone! LOL
Boring mellow day
Nov 14, 2009
Yup, I'm doing mostly nothing. I did, however, eat real food. YAY!!!! It was egg salad which was waaay better than broth...lol I'm feeling pretty good. The fill doesn't seem to be giving me any issues as of yet. I'm kind of relieved about that.
On an ew that sucks note, my kitten has worms so had to go buy meds for that. Bleh. Hopefully that took care of it though.
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On an ew that sucks note, my kitten has worms so had to go buy meds for that. Bleh. Hopefully that took care of it though.
First fill
Nov 12, 2009
I finally had my first fill today. I had my surgery back in May. I expected it to hurt or be sore but it's not. YAY!! I am, however, totally hungry. My doc said clear liquids today and tomorrow. I might die! LOL
OMG...Day 2 and I'm kinda hungry. At least the raging headache I had yesterday is mostly gone.
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OMG...Day 2 and I'm kinda hungry. At least the raging headache I had yesterday is mostly gone.
