ChristineM
09*30*07
Sep 30, 2007
Well ive been slacking with my blog... life has been busy. Right now im down 99 pds.. whoo hooooo..... I am very happy about that. On the next note i have been pretty sick lately. I went to see the doc and he feels that i either have a blockage or my left kidney is not fucntioning....in other words failing. It sucks. The worst case scenario is that i go in for surgery for some repairs. I can deal with that. It sucks that i was enjoying working out and i cant do that. Ive been home from work for the past two weeks and that is driving me absolutely insane lol. I am so not used to not working. Tomorrow i have to go for an x ray and Wednesday i will see my doc and find out all results and his plan of action. I do have one more test to go for which i will be sedated for. They are gonna give me an endoscopy with dye. Yay me! I just want to reassure anyone who is reading this that the health issue i am having is NOT caused from having RNY. I had kidney problems in the past.... Please dont let this discourage you from getting the surgery... It was the best health decision i have ever made. My nutrionist read my post on here and called me... and talked bout eating and what i should do and not do... My surgeon, nurse and nutritionist are absolutely wonderful people. They are so caring and outgoing.... loves you guys!!! well im off to lay down for a bit..... i will update soon.
08*01*07
Aug 01, 2007
Wow i did'nt realize how long its been since my last post! Well i have just celebrated my 6 month surgerversary and my 30th birthday is tomorrow. These past 6 months for me have been life changing. I am down 81 pds since surgery and i went from a size 28 to... a size 12!!! I am so happy that i had this surgery. Bobby is down 79 pds and has went from a size 44 to a loose 36 pant! It has been such an amazing journey. I dont miss food like i used to, i dont get jealous when i see someone eating chocolate cake or a twinkie lol, i have learned to make the right food choices.... and because of that... i am so much more healthier, i have so much more self esteem and self confidence!!! Bobby wants to get me something or for my birthday.. and ya know what.. i dont want a thing. I have him, the love of my life, i have my girls, and i have lost alot of weight. I dont think i could ask for anything more.... Happy Birthday to me!!!!
05*20*07
May 20, 2007
Well today is our 1 year anniversary. Married for one year... its amazing.. but went too dam fast!! Bobby completely spoiled me this weekend. He bought me a beautiful hear necklace, took me out to a sushi bar.. not like we ate much but it was so nice!!! He got me a new cell since mine decided to just die. His gift did not come in on time so until it does i got us a couples massage. It was really nice we were side by side and got spoiled for an hour. We came home and cuddled on the couch and had a nice dinner together. I could not have asked for more. He is so good to me. My first marriage was such a bad one. I never knew love could really feel like this. I feel so lucky to be married to him. He is everything to me and i feel like i cant tell him enough. It was also nice that we lost over a 100 pds together. To look back at us a year ago and see us now... is amazing. I am also going to court on thursday. We were talking about it today and he told me he took off work. I didnt think he could but yet again he surprised me. I dont know what i would do without him. Im the luckiest girl in the world! I love you Bobby! Muahssss
05*15*07
May 14, 2007
It's been awhile since i have posted. Things have been a bit crazy for me between work, home, my girls and going back to court.
Yesterday was a breaking point for me. My boss who is also supposed to be my bff of 7 years ... i know lame at 30 LOL... just went off on me. I am so short staffed at work and i just got another employee. 3 are really useless and my other two are godsent. I had a child who got hurt... which happens and then the cops at my site for another issue and then my boss/bff walks in. Things got a little hectic so i didnt have the chance to call the parent about his child. Well when it comes down to it i had to take care of the issue with the police first. I must add i have 2 emt's on my site daily and the child was fine. I got reamed from my boss. I know im not the most perkiest person lately but i do have alot on my plate and im trying to handle everything as best as i can. I am getting my work done but if im doing something wrong.. hey correct me.. more than willing to do what i need to do...... but nothing is ever said. So at this point my boss is pissed. My big boss was supposed to let me have off on friday morning to go on a trip with my little one and now she changed her mind. I told my daughter yesterday. She is so mad at me. Wouldnt even talk to me. I feel so bad but i need my job at this point and then on top of that. My ex with his comments. I just lost it. I cried and cried. Bobby was there for me and he just held me which helped me to a point. I still feel like crap about hurting my daughter and it kills me but its out of my control. Court is also coming up and the stress is tremendous with that. ughhhhhhhh i just want to run away!!!! On a different note... i am down 56 pounds... weighing in at 201. I cant remember the last time i was this thin. I cant wait to be in wonderland. Now that i am done with my whining im going to lay down. Woke up with my period and the cramps are horrendous... yay me.... till next time .... POOOOOOOOOOOOF!
Yesterday was a breaking point for me. My boss who is also supposed to be my bff of 7 years ... i know lame at 30 LOL... just went off on me. I am so short staffed at work and i just got another employee. 3 are really useless and my other two are godsent. I had a child who got hurt... which happens and then the cops at my site for another issue and then my boss/bff walks in. Things got a little hectic so i didnt have the chance to call the parent about his child. Well when it comes down to it i had to take care of the issue with the police first. I must add i have 2 emt's on my site daily and the child was fine. I got reamed from my boss. I know im not the most perkiest person lately but i do have alot on my plate and im trying to handle everything as best as i can. I am getting my work done but if im doing something wrong.. hey correct me.. more than willing to do what i need to do...... but nothing is ever said. So at this point my boss is pissed. My big boss was supposed to let me have off on friday morning to go on a trip with my little one and now she changed her mind. I told my daughter yesterday. She is so mad at me. Wouldnt even talk to me. I feel so bad but i need my job at this point and then on top of that. My ex with his comments. I just lost it. I cried and cried. Bobby was there for me and he just held me which helped me to a point. I still feel like crap about hurting my daughter and it kills me but its out of my control. Court is also coming up and the stress is tremendous with that. ughhhhhhhh i just want to run away!!!! On a different note... i am down 56 pounds... weighing in at 201. I cant remember the last time i was this thin. I cant wait to be in wonderland. Now that i am done with my whining im going to lay down. Woke up with my period and the cramps are horrendous... yay me.... till next time .... POOOOOOOOOOOOF!
04*24*07
Apr 24, 2007
Well i went for my 3 month check up today and all is good. My scale at home says im 49 pounds down!!!! I can't wait to hit 50. Such an amazing journey. I love being able to go into a store now and not have to go straight to the plus department. It's a great feeling. Lately i have been feeling like my hormones are all out of wack. I have been a little ...maybe more than.. LOL... snippy lately! My Darling Husband was so kind to bring it to my attention. LMAO! At this point i wish i would just get a period.. but to no avail.. hasnt happened yet! I am going to make an appt for the gyn. and get on some sort of B.C. to regulate me. Everything seems to be quiet lately which has been good. I am going back to court on May 24th to fight with the ex yet again. This time i have a lawyer and im thinking my ex is realizing he is not going to get over on me yet again! So that makes me very happy. Work is crazy. I have so many projects... 8 weeks worth to get done in the next 7 weeks for the summer.. ughhhh.... but whatcha gonna do. Other than that all is well. Until next time... Poooooof!
04*15*07
Apr 14, 2007
So im addicted to my scale! I weighed again and i am now down 45 pounds..... forever gone!!! yayyyyyyy.... It makes me so happy to see the scale move. For awhile i was slowing down a bit.... so i uped the protein and water and its sliding off yet again. 77 pounds to go.... ill get there....
04*12*07
Apr 11, 2007
I am down 43 pounds... whoo hooo. :) I have to say i have been having a pretty good week. Work has been a bit crazy but... work is work. I hired a lawyer last week and i am totally estatic about that. I should have another court date within the next few weeks. I am absolutely in awe about my weight. I just cant get over it. I cant remember being 214 pds. I bypassed it on my weight gain! lol Its such a nice feeling. I know i have a ways to go but.... i am so happy to be where i am at right now. I go for my 3 month check up on the 20th. I know i am expecting alot but hoping to lose another 7 pds to make me at a loss of 50 pds by then... but hey if it does not happen... it will eventually. Bob and i made plans to go to Florida in August. I cannot wait to go to just get away from it all. Well nothing more really going on at the moment...Off to work i go...
04*04*07
Apr 04, 2007
I have a total loss of 40 pounds whoo hoo! I can't believe it. It's an amazing feeling. Nothing new really has been going on. Dealing with the same bump and grind. Tomorrow i meet with my lawyer. I hope he tells me everything i want to hear. I just need to know how to handle all this with my ex. Stress is a big issue with me. Exercising helps a bit. So thats a good thing.
03*27*07
Mar 27, 2007
I finally got my ass motivated and have been going to the gym for a week! Yay me! It is a good stress reliever and i am enjoying it. I have even noticed there this incy wincy bit of a difference with my bat wings going on LOL..... So all is good with that. I went back to court yesterday about the restraining order against my ex. Well it was dismissed. Am i upset.... cant say i am... why? My ex got ripped a new ass from the judge. 40 mins.. yes 40 mins the judge went off on him and on top of that my ex's wife never believed my ex was violent with me... but admitted to one of the "incidents" in front of the judge and his wife. Pure satisfaction after years of her telling me i was a liar and that i was making all of these things up. The judge also told her that what he did to me... is going to happen to her if he doesnt get help. The judge also stated how he has damaged our daughters by constantly verbally abusing me... which was admitted by my ex's wife. I called a lawyer and i am scheduling an appt with him sometime this week or next..... I am very determined to do for my girls what is right and eventually... i will have them back... and its going to take time.... but im thinking positive!
03*26*07
Mar 25, 2007
Well im down a total of 38 pounds... gone forever! Thats a good thing. This morning i have to go to court for my permanent restraining order. Who knows if the judge is going to grant it to me. I dont know if im doing the right thing because of my kids. Obviously they are living with my ex. I kick myself all the time. I should have been stronger and not let my ex with his violence take over me.... but i guess we all live and learn. I have learned that being a non-custodial parent even though i have joint legal custody.... i have no rights. I have no say in anything regarding my daughters. It really sucks. I have been advised by legal counsel that im doing the right thing. Its my daughters though..... i hate having them be affected by this.... i havent said anything about this to them but their father isnt exactly descreet. I guess its just one of those things to take one day at a time.
