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Well i have been crying for about 3 days straight. I just found out  that the City of Houston has a clause on our insurance that prohibits WLS. I dont understand what the hell that is for!!! Why would you not want your employees healthy? So i called United Healthcare to purchase individual insurance...waiting to hear back from someone. I'm mad as hell but i wont give up!!

I WENT TO A NITE CLUB WITH MY SISTER AND WE WERE BOTH STANDING AT THE BAR. THE REALLY NICE LOOKING GUY CAME OVER AND STARTED TALKING TO MY SISTER.. HE ACTUALLY SQUEEZED IN BETWEEN ME AND HER AND HAD HIS BACK TO ME. NOT A PROBLEM, BUT WHEN MY SISTER INTRODUCE ME TO HIM AS "HER SISTER", I HEARD HIM SAY, "WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?". SHE ASKED HIM WHAT DO YOU MEAN AND HE SAID "SHE IS FAT AND YOU ARE SEXY AS HELL" . SHE GRABBED ME AND WALKED AWAY, BUT I WANTED TO BUST MY BOTTLE ACROSS HIS HEAD.!

I am a single mother of two wonderful boys. They are there reason for everything good in my life. As a kid i was always the heaviest in my home. I endured alot of verbal abuse from it-especially by my own family. when i had my children it was like my save haven because they loved me no matter what. On June 28th their father was murdered trying to save a woman that was be abused by her husband. He was at home and some kids came over and said "help! our Dad is beating our mother!" The man ended up killing him...stabbing him over 30 times. That was hard for me. Eventho their father died a hero, my kids dont have a father so that those kids could have a mother. The lost made me gain more weight. I have been suffering with high blood pressure since 2005, but recently I found out that I am also diabetic. When i sat down and told my boys, the oldest cried and said, "Momma I dont wanna lose you to! We have nothing without you!" That was devastating for me. All i could think about was the fact that my kids not having a Mother and a Father. I weigh 276 lbs!! i dream of being healthy and truly enjoying life.  I need to do this for them and for me!!
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God Bless all of you that are on this journey and have succeeded