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I think i've found the solution to my snowball addiction. I came up with a plan NO snowballs monday through friday but Sat. is my free day on sat. Iwill get a kiddie size .thats about all I can come up with right now.well I gotta go pack my parish is under a mandatory evacuation today at 12:00 noon Hurricane Gustav is coming our way as if katrina wasn't enough.

I was told the 1st step to solving your problem is to admit you have one so on this 27th day of August 2008 I'm admitting to you my O.H.family I have an ADDICTION to SNOWBALLS w/ condensed milk LOL OMG I dream about it a night and fiend for it during the day it's so bad I bought my own personal can of condense milk cause' the snowball lady dont put enough! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I need a 12step program

First and foremost I wan't 2 say R.I.P. Winnie (big winn) my friend actually she did my hair on the pic with me and my hubby and I'm wearing da green shirt .Anyway she lost the battle to cancer at age 22 we will miss ya winn ! On a brighter note I'm down to 237 GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I'm feeling grrrrrreat! I've finally met my mini goal. I remember when I was 238lbs 6years ago I felt so huge that I went on a diet and lost 60lbs in 3 months and vowed to never get that big again now, 6 years later at 237 I feel like a damn superstar funny how things seem so bad sometimes that u don't realize it coulda been worst then when u actually see worse you appreciate what u thought was so bad. Life has a funny way of showing u that sometimes. Well gotta go Marnika(CODEREDN504)

What's up O.H. friends.Today was a good day after 5 fills and 1 unfill I've finally found my sweet spot and oh how damn sweet it is!!!! "GO ME" I've also found a soulotion to my problem with not being able to workout because my kids are home.Instead of bitching and complaining about it, and letting this situation whip my ass I flipped the script .Ok I had to ask myself how  in the hell can I work out if my girls are home all morning and I work all night. This is what I came up with,The gym that my hospital is affliated with opens it's doors at 5:00am I get off at 7:00am so here's the deal I'll  take my lunch break from 5 to 6 and walk next door to the gym for my lunch how bout' that. it works for me so what the hell . GOTTA GO. 


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What's up O.H.? On my end I guess I'm getting a little aggravated. I don't see my weight going as fast as I expected, even though I've started working out again and really watching what I eat.I have a little restriction in the daytime but none at night. To make matters worse I work the graveyard shift, so that's when I really need it.Sometimes I wish I would have just went for the RNY. If anyone can tell me how to break this plateau I would greatly appreciate it .feel free to post a comment. 



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The scale moved (hell yeah!).I guess when I finally stopped stressing  it decided to move.I'm down from 245 to 241.I'm almost at my mini goal of 238. I told yall I would post and tell you about my kid free weekend well here goes,Friday I dropped all the kids off one daughter in particular I had to drop off 45 min away.(as high as gas is)ok it was worth it anyway,when I got to my destination I realized I left chicken on  in the oven(SON OF A Bixxh)  I'm going 100 in a 50 lane (even passed by a cop!!)Well I made it home just as smoke was pouring out of the oven,but the house was safe(THANK GOD).Sat. I woke up got dressed looking fresh 2 death with no damn where to go.Then I thought about the fact that I was kid free, filled up my Tahoe and got the Fxxk outta dodge.I went to three malls and shoped my fat ass off L.O.L!!!!!!!!! I must say this weight loss feel's soooo good.I'm now in a 16 (get this)I even have room in the waist.I felt so good I went to New Orleans Daiquiri and bought a large Mardi Gras (it was sooo good).Then I went home to get ready to go out and PARTY!!!!.Needless to say thts all I remember.I was so toasted from the drink I fell asleep and did'nt wake up until 10.00 the next morning.I did manange to go out Sun. night but I didn't enjoy it, some ass holes had a fight and me and D.H. left and came home.I could have stayed but I guess I'm getting older I thought about these fools shooting up the club and my Husband or Myself getting caught up in the crossfire. I't's just not worth it our girls is what's important. The streets will always be here I'm a parent 1st.  CODE RED N 504

What's up O.H. I'm a free woman this weekend,the first time in 11 months ALL of my kids are gone,but get this (sigh) I miss them already.But on another note this IS the weekend and I WILL enjoy myself. The scale is still stuck on 245 but at least I didn't gain anything.Thanks for all of the encouragement from my OH friends that taught me to just chill out and have patience. When I get off from work It's workout time I guess I'll jog a little then weight train. Well guys I'll post later and tell ya how this weekend went .


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 I don't know what's up with that ,but I'm not eating alot and when I do eat it's mostly protein so what the hell? I'm getting so aggravated I wanna go on a liquid diet for two weeks.Any one that can helOk, My damn scale must be broken cause'  the bastard have not moved inp me please feel free to post a comment.On another note GIRLZ/GUYS I went out Sunday nite and made it do what it do on the dance floor.I forgot I still had it like that ,man when I walked in my capri's was huggin' my damn thighs and my halter was on hit ,tattoo's  looking beautiful. What the hell I looked so damn good I coulda fucked myself LOL!!! That was until my hubby had a little to much to drink and leaned over to give me a kiss(cigarette still  in his mouth)and burned me in my fucking eye!!!!!!!!! I didn't know whether to whip his ass or the people who makes Tanqueray. But  I didn't let that stop my party I made it in at 5:00 that morning.That's one good thing about New Orleans we may be the murder capital of the world but we  sure know how to party!!!!!!!!!!!

Good morning bandsters, I'm writing this morning to vent I'm so fucking sleep deprived. I love my girls but they are stressing da hell outta me.I hate the damn nursery that I took my kids out of, because they  let a little boy put a freddy kruger like cut in my daughters face. This pissed me the hell off to the point that I just took my kids out.Ok, now reality has set in I work the night shift what the hell was I thinking ? Coming home after a long night of mental patients to a house full of rugrats I can't even go to the gym like I used to.I'm married but I swear sometimes I don't feel like it ,dh works 16 hour shifts which mentally is no help to me.Ok just  venting to yall I feel alot better thanks for a listening ear "O.H. FRIENDS".

Well today was a good day. I took my daughters swimming (actually they took me ) since I can't swim I took the oppurtunity to do some excersises in the pool while they played. It's been 4 months since I had the lapband surgery ,and when I look at other bandsters blogs  and see the amount of weight they have lost in 2 months  compared to the 33lbs I lost in 4 months I get a little discouraged,and I feel like I got cheated. I say that because my surgery date was moved up and I only had 4 days to prepare,unlike everybody else who was able to go on the optifast diet  I didn't  get that oppurtunity .I guess I have to get over it and try to move forward.If any bandster can give me an example of  what their menu consist of I would appreciate it because I'm looking for ideas to get this weight loss thing on a roll .