Crayola
Okay so here it goes. I like food... okay I love food... well not so much as I love to feel full. I hope this makes sense lol
I wasn't always a biggie. I was really skinny as a child, I would run around the streets from dusk to dawn or in till the street lights came on and even then I didn't want to come in. I was about I think 9 or 10 years old when I got the Chicken pocks and was told by my mom I had to stay inside... well hello food. I gained a lot of weight and didn't lose it till I was about 14-15 years old. 15 years old I was really healthy as I had a foot ball coach as my PE teacher we ran a mile everyday and also did weights with the foot ball players... Yeah I know its weird but I had a lot of fun in PE. Well around 16 I got prego and was bed riddin for about 2 months... ahhhh hello food again. I gain just a little this time though. I had her at 17 and lost all but about 10 pounds and I was okay with that. when I was about 19 I found out my daughters dad was cheating and well my depression set in. I didn't leave him as I thought he was all I had.. when I was about 28 I got tired of all the Mental/ fiscal abuse and left him. from 28 to Now 34 I have yo yo'd losing 40 lbs gaining 50lbs and so on... I'm tired, I want my life back! I'm now at my highest of 281 I think because of stress at work ( I'm doing two jobs as someone is out) . I emailed my doc and said I want the VSG LOL I didn't ask I told him. So he set me up with the process and on 2/20/13 I will start my first class (Kaiser HMO). Wow I think I have told you more then I have ever told anyone but hay that's why I'm here right?? Also one more thing. My daughter is pretty heavy too and she wants to see how I do and if all's ok she might do it to when she turns 18 which is this December (wow) So I'm kind of doing this for me and her and for our healthier pain in the joints free life
Thanks for reading
