cynthia2007

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well it has been 6 months and a week.i have lost 110lBS.Wow!i am now 175lbs.i am 5/10 in height so i look good.i can't believe it sometimes.i still find myself looking in the plus size section at the store.and then fill dumb.does any other gastric people still do that out of habit i wonder.i am in a size 10 now.never thought i would say that.it fills odd being in that size.i don't see myself like others do.when i See pictures of myself  i still don't recognize myself.i guess your mind has to catch up with your body.i am worried about my husband.he had the wls to.and i found snacks hide in his car.and his weight loss has totally stopped in the past 5 to 6 weeks.he still weights like 265lbs. he still has a long way to go.he has been saying that he Will be happy if he doesn't lose anymore.well that's way to much to go thought to go back to old eating habits first of all.and fuck that he has a long way to go.i guess it kinda makes me mad.i did the wls because i wanted to and because i needed to. but also did it so he wouldn't have to go through this alone.and now i fill all alone in this journey.and when ilose and tell him instead of being happy for me he's like its not a computation or something like that.instead of saying i am happy for you.its like he's mad at me because i am following the rules and losing.i am not going back to old ways.i am going to follow through with this thing all the way for the rest of my life.so if he can't handle that he needs to move on i guess.his mood swings are out of control.i am sick of his yelling and bitching.i can only take so much.so who ever reads this please pray for us.have a good day. 

its is 1-14-09.i am 196 lbs.i have lost 89 lbs.its so hard to belive.i am so glad.i feel so much better.i got a new puppy today.she fits in my hand .she is tiny.i thought my other puppy was small but she is half her size.i made them matching sweaters.they are so swet.i have three sons.and can't have any more kids so i got girls puppies instead.now we are almost even.4 guys 3 girls.but we still get our way.and know how to melt there hearts.they have no chance against us.lol.well my weight loss journey has been great.i wonder how mush i will weigh in the end.i really don't have a set goal.i guess when my bodys lost enough it'll know.i don't wanta look sick though.i love being able to run and play with my kids.and to work again.it don't faze me like it used to.before i was so so tired when i came home but not now.any how i'll write more later.thanks for all your support and stories.it helps knowing you are not alone.

1-12-09.Well i am now 198 lbs.i am so excited.i was a teen the last time i weighted that.i started out at 285lbs. on aug. 25the,2008.so i am doing good.this is a big step for me.i have worked so hard.i was so hoping to reach anything below 200 before the new year but i am happy i finally made it.it might be a few days past my goal but its OK.i am happy.this was so worth it for me.my health has improved so so much since the gastric bypass.i still have some problems but not near as many.all the ones related to being over weight have resolved.praise God.my husband had gastric bypass 3 weeks after me.he weighted 381lbs now he is 274lbs.i am so proud of him.he looks so good.he needed it worse than me.i am glad we have done this together though.cause we can relate to each other and understand the struggle were going through.they say if you want to know what someones going through walk a mile in there shoes.well we have walked a mile in each others shoes.so we can lean on one another.i went back to work as well.after not working for a year.i fill much better.and its not as hard being on my feet as much either.well I'll go for now.