debrafriello
the scarey walk
Aug 27, 2008
I am like what? 36 hours at the least away from surgery. I am looking at my two girls and thinking to myself what the heck am I doing? do I stay the way I am and have them resent me the way I resented my family? or do I suck up the courage and do this so, they can be proud of me. Maybe they will not remember me this way one could only hope. I try to teach them to eat right, but what happened to me? i eat right, Dr Valin told me that he did the bloodwork and asked me do you have volume control? i said no, and he proceeded to tell me that he sees that I am not a big carb or sweet eater. so again what happened to ME? I hear so many good things about the surgery I am receiving and come in here and everyone has something negative to say about it. so of course I am scared that I will fail again.
