duke72

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So it has been exactly one month since my RNY-Lap and I have lost 36lbs! Physically I am feeling great but psychologically not so good. For the past six days I have been feeling very overwhelmed like my world around me is growing and I see myself shrinking, being somehow less significant. When I am in public I feel as if I have a sign over my head flashing, although I'm not sure what it is displaying. At times I perceive others thinking to themselves that I took the 'easy' route. And in a way I do feel like I took the easy route but by no means has it been easy. I think to myself that if I had the chance to do it all over again...would I do it again?. Right now my answer would be no; however, I am sure (I pray on this) that one day the gray fog will lift and I will see just how worthwhile my journey has been. Today, not so much!