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I am feeling so depressed my hair is falling out like crazy, I cant take this what do I do? My weight loss has gone ok I still want to loose another 50lbs I think I can get there I know that i have ot been eating all the right things but im ok getting better at it. BUT MY HAIR AHHHHHHHHHH

Well I can finaly say its getting better for me I am able to eat m 3 meals I love lunchables (turkey and cheese (no crackers) ).
I want to say thank you to every one for all the help and inspiration. It has totally helped this easier, I do still get sick after each meal some days worse than others but it's getting better. I have not been drinking my protien shakes but I have been eating alot of fish and turkey, what I really want to eat is a salad, how soon till I can do that does anyone know? It's so funny the other day I drank some non fat milk wich I used to hate and it tasted soooooo good and water wich I loved now hurts my stomach, I tripp out on that. Well gotta go the kids are calling....

I've been eating fish and tuna, mash potatoes and beans and everytime I eat I always feel sick, I dont eat alot there very small portions, could it be that I am over eating still? Or maybe its the food how can I tell? Somebody help.

Wow I have been home for two days and I have to say these have been two incredibly depressing days. I am so miserable rite now I keep asking myself if I did the rite thing, I keep telling myself I was fine the way was, and I know that's not true but this is so hard. imagine raising six children, preparing meals, house duty, its all to much and although I have lots of help it is still to much, I think the hardest thing is not being able to eat while every one is enjoying there meals i have been isolating my self a bit. I am pretty sure that its normal to feel this way I'm guessing it takes getting used to. It makes me feel sad that i really cant interact with my kids the way I would like especially my baby. But in time rite? I am always feeling nauseous somewhat dizzy and always tiered, I know that I have lost weight but I am still so swollen. How long does this last?

 I had surgery on Tuesday 5/12/09 in  San Diego Ca, my surgeon was the wonderful Dr. Tanaka. My experience at pacific was a very long one, overall the staff was really great, I had an excellent team of nurses and LVN's with the common exception of a few I wish I never would have encountered. I may finally be released today so  I am so happy and excited, I have been here a week today with a bunch of different complications. for the first two days I felt as if i was dying the pain and discomfort was indescribable once I got the pain a little bit under control came down with a fever, then i fad an infection(UTI), from there my sugar was too low, then my vitals were to low once I FINALLY had everything under control and my and I had been discharged from the hospital my ride was on there I way I was only 30 min away from freedom when I began vomiting, I ended up vomiting over 60 oz of fluid. You may be wondering how I managed to vomit 60 oz of anything . Turns out that apart of my lower intestine was hooked in my tiny tummy which was causing all the problems I had, so I had surgery to repair the problem yesterday and I feel GREAT!!!!!!!!!! 

I got my call today, I am set for a Monday surgery I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know it's almost time. I am just waiting for my call with my confirmed surgery date, I hope I get it soon.