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STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN IT'S GOING TO BE ROUGH BUT IM GOING TO BEAT THIS..I HAVE A APPT ON OCT 30TH FOR A SEMINAR...YAY THIS WONT COME FAST ENOUGH FOR ME

Hey everybody!! It's been a long time since I been on this site but Im past due..I need help before I die.My health is deteriating so bad and Im near 380lbs.I can't take it no more. Im checking into doctors again to get me started on my way.. Wish me luck and hopefully this time i will see it out to the end.. i miss this site.MUAH

LOOKING FOR A SURGEON THAT TAKES BRAVO INSURANCE IN BALTIMORE

 I CALLED DR.VON RUEDENS OFFICE SO THAT I CAN  START SEEING HIM  TO GET BACK ON TRACK WITH SURGERY AND I WAS TOLD THAT I HAVE TO START FROM THE BEGINNING WITH ALL THE PHYSICALS AND THE PROGRAM FEE...WELL I KNEW I WOULD HAVE TO DO THE  PHYSICALS AGAIN BUT THE MONEY..HELL NO!! IF IM STARTING FRESH WITH EVERYTHING IM SWITCHING TO A DOCTOR THATS CLOSER TO ME...SMH

IT'S BEEN A WHOLE YEAR SINCE I'VE BEEN ON THIS SITE AND I'M HERE BECAUSE MY LIFE SUCKS AND I NEED TO VENT AND I CHOSE TO COME HERE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I WONT BE JUDGED.I HAVE NO ONE I CAN TALK TO, TO TELL WHATS REALLY GOING ON WITH ME WITHOUT A COMMENT OF "YOU NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT",LIKE I DON'T KNOW THAT SHYT! I'M BIGGER THAN I WAS WHEN I WAS ACTIVE IN THIS GROUP A YEAR AGO.I'M DAMN NEAR 400 POUNDS NOW. I SIT IN THIS APT ALL ALONE. I HAVE CHRONIC BACK PAIN, ASTHMA,ACID REFLUX,HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE,BORDERLINE DIABETIC,DRUG ADDICTION,MORBID OBESITY, DEPRESSION AND MY KIDNEY AND LIVER LEVELS ARE ELEVATED SO WHO KNOWS HOW MUCH TIME B4 THEY SHUT DOWN,AND THE ONLY TIME THAT I FEEL GOOD IS WHEN I HAVE DRUGS IN ME.NO MATTER WHAT WAY MY LIFE HAVE TAKEN ME I HAVE NEVER BEAT MYSELF UP LIKE I HAVE THE LAST FEW DAYS.I'M SLOWLY DIEING AND DON'T HAVE MOTIVATION TO CHANGE ALL THESE THINGS THAT'S GOING WITH ME. ITS ALMOST LIKE I HAVE GIVEN UP ON MYSELF.I DON'T KNOW WHY  I'M VENTING ON THIS SITE BUT THANKS FOR BEING THERE JUST TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST!! I DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING ON WITH ME AND I FEEL THE CHANGES COMING ABOUT. I THINK MENOPAUSE HAS STEPPED IN AND KICKING MY AZZ!!I NEVER HEARD ME SOUND LIKE THIS AND THAT HAS A LOT TO DO WITH HOW GOOD AT ACTING I AM,THAT I CAN HAVE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS BUT DISGUISE IT THRU HUMOR.MY LIFE FOR ALL ITS WORTH RIGHT NOW REALLY SUCKS!!!!HOPEFULLY N A HOUR OR SO I'M GONNA BE LMAO AND SMDH @ MYSELF!!!DAMN!!

I forgot the love thats on this site.Thanks to all that welcomed me back.I dint think I would be remembered.What a surprise.You guys are the best! I received so many responses and I promise to thank and send a msg to all of you.WOW!! Just sooo overwelming!

I really miss you guys and I finally have full ins and its time to get my changing life back on track.Look forward to talking to y'all again.

It's been more than a few months since I last posted.I gues because i was dissapointed in myself.But the weight I lost has come back with more added and my health is not good.I made a appointment to see my Dr. on the 31st and I'll be seeing yall real soon.Hope every1 is doing well and I really miss u guys

It's been a minute since my last post.I turned 46 years old yesterday and I'm feeling every bit of it.Hope you guys have a Merry Christmas and a Happy NewYear.

Hey OHF! It's been a while.I fell off the wagon and got stampede.It took a freind on this site(Tilmacc)(hey girl) for me to realize that this is where I should be right now.When I was on  this site I felt so much stronger and I had the support that I wasn't getting at home.I'm tryin to get this insurance matter back on ,and get me back on track mentally.I hope all you guys and gals are doing great.I looked at some pictures and WoW! Yall lookin great!I'll be back and this time with a vengeance!