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Ok here we go again. Tomorrow starts to two week liquid diet for surgery on the 16th. This time i am going to make it. No more surprises. That damn appendix is a goner so it cant stop me this time. I am sure this process is a lot easier without stabbing pain. So today i said goodbye to food. For now anyways. It is goodbye to the huge amount that i can put away at one time. So for dinner we went to chilis. The four of us ate our way through one and a half baskets of chips. Then i had a gucamole cheese burger (lots of napkins) and most of my huge order of fries. Also had three dr peppers. I am not even sorry i did it. Really full, but not sorry. I may not even eat the peanut butter cups waiting on me in the fridge. I am glad that i wont be able to do that any more. That kind of eating has not done me any good in my life. So here we go (again), a new start to the next chapter of my life. I am ready!!!

Well today was my surgery day. It came and went with no surgery happening. I am so very bummed out about it. I have spent the past year trying to get to this point. I got so very close to making it happen. I got three days into my pre op diet. So what could possibly have derailed me? Not cold feet. Nope i was betrayed by my own appendix. Yup, just a week and a half from the pre op finish line and bam my appendix decides its time to jump ship. I should be happy i was able to get a new date of september 16. i am glad and i know my body would not have been ready for another surgery just 11 days later but it is a process you go though to get ready for this. Then to have to wait and start all over again, it is hard. I know sept 16 will be here before i know it. But today i get to have myself a little pity party. Tomorrow i will focus on back to school!!!