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Wow- I decided- I wanted to be intune with all my other people out there struggling with weight! SO - I am back! I cant wait to just be another voice out here- lets talk- learn- and be healthy!

Well I am like 6 and a half months out- Hair still thin- AND really lost on my viamins  and protein- kinda in a rut and need new ideas for quick fast and TASTE good protein- MY HAIR is so thin- AND MY BUT bones hurt to sit on hard things- ARG- I guess I feel better- JUST not a patient person

Doing well!!! Down ALMOST 60- losing a lot of hair- enough to scare the crap out of me- I dont think any one can tell- but the handfulls and I MEAN handfulls in the shower are really depressing!!!!- Uploaded a new face pic!!!

Well, I am 2 months post op- and down about 32 lbs- of course I wish it were more- LOL- 
Having a hard time with the iron they gave me- really upset tummy after I take them- I am hoping to start excercising- I can feel my skin starting to sag a little! No more critical issues lately!

Well I spent my weekend in the hospital- had to leave work in an ambulance- HORRID experience at salem hosp!- finally got to Good Sam- and I was internally bleeding- I had to have and indoscopy (spelling) and get the bleeding stopped!- PLUS needed 2 bags of blood- so- I am in the regret stage again- NO ONE told me how much I would be emotionally attached to food- I am back to work again- NO pto left- so I have no choice- part of me thinks fat wasnt so bad!

I am back to work today for my first time- Doc was not happy about that- but I felt I needed to get back in the grove fo life!

Well- I am 5 days out- and I guess my expectations were so high- to not be in pain- and no one told me about the pooping thing either- what a weird change- (YOU will learn I am so honest so be careful reading!) I poop these little weird shaped poops- its like my anus muscle doesnt work- and it hurts to push- so it looks like my chihuahuas poop- but softer- weird huh- any ways- I still hurt- I AM SUPPOSE to go to work on TUESDAY- arg- !!!!

I FEEL horrable- my left side is killing me- they say its normal-  arg!!!! Coming down from the prednisone is killing me - anxiety throught the roof!!!  I hope this gets better- because I feel like crap!

So I finally have a solid date for the 11th of September- I now weigh about 265- and have been holding there for about 2 months- I am so excited- I can not wait for the surgery day- I find my self indulging right now though- because I know I cant do that after wards- I am nervous about my lifestyle change- I have failed at diets before because of the long duratuion it took to lose a lb- I can say Jenny craig IS a great program- and really loved it- HUGS- anf check back often!

Well- I lost another 3.6 lbs!!! I have the sleep study on Monday, and last appt befroe the meet the surgeon appt on the 21st of May!!