Point of No Return

Sep 15, 2007

On Thursday evening, Sept 12, my daughter drove me to the ER as I was having "chest pain."  It turns out that it wasn't related to my heart, but sure did have us worried!  I was placed in an over-flow area due to no beds available in the hospital.  I went to the Recovery area where the beds had scales on them.  To my shock and horror---my weight was 412 pounds!  I about died!  I asked them for a consult with the bariatric surgeon, Dr. Whitehead, and they gave me information on a free seminar this Tuesday night (Sept 18) at 6:00 p.m.  I haven't written in this since April because I thought--"Oh, I don't need surgical help.  I can do this alone!"  Ya, RIGHT!  Now my 380 pounds is 412 pounds and I can take the pain (in my knees, joints) and shortness of breath no more!  I need to do this for me and for my family.  Our daughter is expecting our first grandchild this January and I want to be around for that little guy!  I want to be here for ME!  So here I go---to the seminar!  In the meantime, I'm eating healthier (Lean Cuisine) and trying to get ready for when I have to eat a certain diet before surgery.  Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated!  Thanks for listening!

Jody


What am I doing?

Apr 28, 2007

April 28, 2007

I woke up this a.m. and thought "Am I doing the right thing?"  I'm sure I'm not the only one who has had that thought run through their head.  I am 5 foot 5 inches tall and close to 400 pounds.  This is NOT something I say with pride....but it is a fact of my life.  I have a small to medium frame and all this weight is just getting to be too much to carry around.  My energy is gone (I wonder why) and I am tired of being this overweight.  I stumbled (or did I?  I think it was more an answer to prayer) onto this web site because of reading about a woman in a nearby town who is also undergoing weight loss surgery (with a surgeon I hope to soon be meeting!).  I hope I can find her here and ask her how she is doing.  I worry about the surgery and the outcome....but I also worry about the outcome of my life if I DON'T do something. 

I am calling the surgeon's office on Monday to see about attending a seminar of his.  I have no idea which surgery to get---but I think the seminar and talking with others on here will help me decide that better.

Okay---I have to work today (at home medical transcriber for a local hospital) so I'm off to get things done before I have to clock in!  Take care and have a great day!

Jody


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