Why.......Oh Why...I Struggle

Jan 30, 2013

Hey guys it's been a long time since I've posted...And there's alot I would like to talk about.It is now 2013 Happy New Year's yall and hope all is in good health...Now for WLS talk am 3yrs in and I am still maintaining the weight I lost.All though its a lot frustrating still having to deal with the pain of caring around all this extra weight do to loose skin,Looking at me in pictures and even up close you would probably say what is this chick talking about i don't see any loose skin,That because I hide it well...Ive made body shaper's my best friend I swear I buy them by the dozen,I literary  feel like a sausage wrap so tightly and I have to make sure that am constantly drinking water or else I dehydrate, theres been many time I had to go to ER.And not to mention working out ,it's not that easy for me any more do to the loose skin (built in weights)On my lower body believe it or not I've put out my back more then once and had to do therapy for a lower disc being out of place and the pain from that is so unbearable you cant walk,sit,lay down sneezing is your enemy Oh Why oh why cant I naturally tighten all this loose skin(I've been told more then once by professional's  that it is not possible to tighten up this much skin with out having to do surgery) Great now what,My Insurance will not pay for this surgery they say its cosmetic and not medical(Oh Boy the not so nice thing I was saying in my brain) Me suffering from extreme lower back pain that affects my daily life  is not medical to them,I wish they could live a day in my shoes may be then  they will change there minds.I can not afford to pay for surgery out of pocket,so what is left for me to do other then wait,pray and cry for a miracle to come my way....I write my struggles so that others can compare there stories so please reach out and tell me if you have same or similar struggles and or if you have any suggestions of what I can do to solve my issue......Much thanks for viewing and hope to hear from you soon xoxox Haze

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The weight I lost is still hanging around.......

Aug 11, 2010

Why do we always want more...I lost a total of 132lbs so far but the weight I lost is still hanging around....Now I have to deal with looose skin it feels like the twin I lost is still got a grad on me,on my lower back gosh what pain am in...Can anyone relate......please talk to me ...what did or do you do about this skin......Help
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Have you ever heard of such thing !!!!!!

Mar 24, 2010

Just the other day I was reading an artical about wls and how people lose the weight so fast and then have to suffer with loose skin.Well acording to this artical they say there are some Dr.'s who would do plastic surgery for free thats right free,Could this be true have you ever heard of this cause am now having to deal with loose skin and I cant aford to pay for surgery...Are you as well dealing with this same issue or have you, please do tell and how do you cope with it....
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when the weight goes so does everything else

Jan 11, 2010

You know at the time I was just thinking  of getting all the weight off me......Not at any point did i stop and think "When the weight goes so does everything else" Were did my boobies go and I have no more junk in the trunk ,tummy is flappy and thighs are anything bout thight......I was stress when i was fat and am stress now that the weight is gone will i ever be happy.....I cant aford to make my self look like barbie so I came across this wed site I heard about it in a talk show,it is as safe as you make it..... respect is in the beholder check it out for your self and good luck http://bit.ly/84mOft
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OMG Am a Junkie......aaaaaaaaa Help

Jan 10, 2010

Yes thats right i just atmitted that am a junkie,A junk food junkie that is I can totaly live with out food but when it comes to the sweets MAN I just cant let go.......Ive been kicking my kravings buy buying sugar free cake's and cookie's and yummy  sugar free chocolate candy made by russellstover am getting board of the same old same old ,how do you kick your sweet habit's Please do tell need some ideas..........
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Prego after WLS.....

Dec 29, 2009

Could this be true,I know two ladys who has done the WLS and after a year they lost all the weight that they wanted one got pregnet in that year period and gain all her weight back plus more,the other one got pregnet 2 years post op and also put on all the weight she lost plus extra.....Geee could this really be they both blame it on being prego....Is this true should you not think about having a child after having WLS ......has this happen to you or some one you know....Please tell
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Reaction to Alcohol........

Dec 25, 2009

Is there enyone else who has had a drink after having the WLS.......If so what kind of reaction did you have if any.....well as for me am 1yr post op and this week for the holiday's i decided to have a cup of wine OMG what a mistake my stomach started to burn and bubble (Never Ever Agian For Me)Just woundering if it happened to any one else
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Need Your Support

Dec 23, 2009

Hey guy's Am Trying to get my song heard so far z100 pick it up in order for them to still play my song I need to have my supporter's  click on the link and lisean to my song the more time you click the link to more air play I will get so check it out  give me you feed back and hope you enjoy Thank you for tacking out some time to show your love ........Haziehaze
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