Surgery in 2 Days

Oct 04, 2009

OK-I will freely admit I am nervous as hell.  I had figured I wouldn't have the time to be nervous, I have so much to do!  But I am actually putting off packing and preparing-I don't know why...I get so stressed when I am not prepared for things. Usually, I am the most organized person.  It would be so much easier if the hospital was close by-and if I didn't have to stay at a hotel the night before.  The fact that I have to do the bowel prep in a strange place is making me really uncomfortable.  There are so many things I am worried about. 

Why can't I just be happy it is finally happening???  I have wanted this for so long.  

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