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Ok, I know.... Its been a really long time, but when life gets good time just flys by. I have had a year of growth and for the first time not on the scale. LOL

Life since my surgery had been and adventure. I have definatly had my emotional ups and downs. I have learned that just because the weight has come off doesn't mean that I have won the battle aginst why I put it on. I work every day to manage those demons and feel as if I am making head way. I have promised myself that being healthy is now my way of life and falling back into my old ways is only an injustice to myself.

So for the good news... I have lost 113 lbs and feel like a new women.

What a month!!!!Well what can I say this month, besides I am 31.5 lbs lighter...Oh yeah...It feels so rewarding just to say that...I have been doing great a few little issues but nothing major, thank goodness. My biggest issue has been my mind. I want it to come off faster than it is and I know that I am doing great, but still its a struggle...I can't wait for this next month....Keep you posted....

I made it!!!!!!!!! I got home last night and had a few issues with taking my pain pills. I called the dr. and he got me liquid vicodin so now I am much happier. I feel pretty good today, just a little bloated and gassy but that is normal for what I hear. I go and see the Dr. next week on Wednesday so that will be the 1st day I will get on a scale since the surgery....I hope it goes well this week. 

I have to keep hoping for the best and be thankful I had no complications so far....

Heather

Well its the morning before my surgery and I am getting ready to make the drive up to the hospital for all of my pre-op testing. My husband and I are getting a hotel room since I have to be at the hospital at 7:00am. My nerves are all over the place, last night I had a breakdown about weather I was making the right decision or not. I know that I am but the stress of the surgery is getting to me. I have to just take a step back and put it in GOD's hands now. 

I Can't wait to be part of the losers bench......

Heather