Hi All, Thought I would make the long story long. I am feeling great.Well I started off kicking myself because I realized I
could of had breakfast on Thurs. Then I let it go, as,
well I would never eat the same anyway and everthing
has it's payoffs.
My surgery was delayed because dr was behind and that
was okay except I kept thinking the sooner this is
over the soon I recover, lol. It was also very hard
because my oldest dhter Gen, was very nervous and
upset. A real grim reaper. I knew it would be like
this and she apologized and said she probably
shouldn't been the one to bring me. I just told that I
knew it needed to be her so she could be the first to
hear I was okay.
Surgery went off without a hitch. I did not have to
get up till after the cathater was removed and then
they let me take a shower which was great. I walked
after thaT AND felt pretty good.
It seemed to get worse though after that. I couldn't
rest, the pain meds made me feel weird and nothing
seemed to bring comfort, TV , visitors , forget that,
even sleep.
They did not bug me to walk but I was getting up about
three times a day so they maybe didn't feel the need.
They did want me doing the breathing thaough as I had
woke up in recovery with alot of congesttion.
Went home after two days because I had wanted the
extra day.
At home I started having real "buyer's remorse :) "
I was getting depressed because I felt lousy, only
wanted to sleep and I just kept thinking if I would
have just done better on my dieting then I would be
feeling so miserable and could ever eat.
Well Praise God because that was just a big lie. After
dieting since I was 13, and now almost 50.
Hypertension and pre diabetes, Heck I wasn't going to
get to eat anything I wanted anyway. At least not
without making my health even worse.
Felt lousy till yesterday and had my mom give me one
of her zanax. That solved more than a few worries, tee
hee, slept all night and woke up today feeling like a
million dollars.
I really feel good. Even went to my sons 1st football
game.
Had my post op and had lost 28 lbs which is just
crazy. The nurse looked at me like I must have had
rocks in my pockets at my ;pre op. They said that was
pretty unusual and not to expect much loss at the next
visit. I cryed when I called my family.
Now tonight was my first meal that wasn't broth or
jello.
I had a real smorgasbourd and was a little worried ut
it was great. The menu
10 pork and beans mashed
2 teas. cottage cheese, yum yum
and applesause as a chaser.
It could have been a crown pork roast for all I cared.