jakebsmommy
My story is probably like everyone elses. The never ending struggle to lose weight and gain even more back! I have been over weight ever since I was a kid. I remember all the name calling, being teased etc. I just learned to block it all out. I thought people can like me for who I am or they could kiss my butt. I really didn't care. I had friends who would tell me I was beautiful and not to listen to all the mean people. I smiled on the outside but on the inside I was dying and felt trapped. I thought about committing suicide but never did or could. I figured I would continue my struggle with the yo yo diets and see what would happen. I just kept gaining weight. I met the man of my dreams or so I thought in 2003. We had our son first and then we were married in 2004. Now divorced and remarried as of 2018. I am now 4 years out and almost to my goal from 400 pounds to my current of 195 my goal is 170 ish
