Donita,
I know you have heard this a million times already probably, but girl do not give up, if you came to this decision to have WLS, then you are meant to have it. God brings us to this point for a reason and if He brings us to it, He will see us through it. Keep fighting. But mostly keep smiling. As they say, all good things come to those who wait. I wanted to rush my surgery, I wanted to go with a different doc so I could have it earlier, but I didnt, I was told continually, dont rush it, the Lord has a reason for the wait....so I didnt and here I am , 2 days before surgery and I know it was the right time for me. But most of all keep posting as you proceed, it helps the others who are having the same problem as you to relate and know that they are not alone. BTW your page is beautiful, I cried hearing that song. I love its an alltime favorite of mine! We are close, I live down in Centreville. God bless you girl on your journey and keep your chin up. It will happen and it will happen soon! Much love and prayers!