almost 5 months out...
Jan 09, 2008
Well I am almost 5 months out and have lost 82lbs. I feel like it should be more. I know that it's good but in my head/heart I just feel as if I should have lost more by now. I signed up for the valentine's day mini challenge hoping that it would inspire me to get in gear. I start my last year of nursing school next week and feel stressed mostly. I know it is going to take alot of work. I wish that I had been more faithful to the gym. I know I can change that anytime I want but for some reason the drive isn't there for me. I need to get on track. I am watching my protein and trying to get more fluid in ---hoping the scale will MOVE. It hasn't in 7 days!!! SOOOO frustrating..I have to make it to wonderland...I just have to! Well to all that are working on their journey I say 'WORK IN PROGRESS' we will make it ....
TROUBLES...
Sep 17, 2007
Well, here I am almost 3 weeks post op and I gained 2lbs today. I have posted on the message board and hope that someone can give me answers. I can't believe that I have gone through so much over the last 3 weeks to begin this cycle so soon! I am FRUSTRATED to say the least. The hospital stay was wayyyyy to long. 6 days! I was sick, dehydrated, fever, you name it seems like I had it! I was so glad to get home. Even though I was sick I was at home and that helped. Now I am walking everyday 30-40min at a time, getting in my water, and eating protein. The drinks have been nearly impossible for me to tolerate! I hope that things start to change for me soon. I put of starting nursing school (RN) so that I could be at a weight that wouldn't hinder me in my clincals. That is in Jan 08! I wanted to be down about 80-100lbs by then...please please please let this surgery work for me!
13 days till......
Aug 16, 2007
I am scared. I have to admit it. After all the bitchin' and carrying on I am scared! I don't want to the pain but I know it will be worth it in the end. I hate that I have to have surgery where I work. It's the WORST. I want to be invisible like before out of town...no one knew me etc. I know I have to suck it up and just deal but it's hard. Right now I am supposed to be donig a PROTEIN PREP DIET fun (not!). The days are coming closer and I am ready to just be OVER it. I am excited but more scared this time than 6 years ago. I know that God wouldn't have put this opportunity in my life if it wasn't right for me.
