jkcain
Okay, I have officially had ENOUGH. I am 26 years old. I currently weigh 370 - which is beyond RIDICULOUS! I have insurance through my employer, but they refuse to cover Gastric Bypass Surgery. I'm tired of being me. That's right, I said it. I am not fun, I am not happy. I never have energy to do anything. I'm tired of clothes that never fit, hating the bathroom mirror, & getting overwhelmed just thinking about going to the kithen. I'm tired of rolling my eyes in disbelief when someone gives me a compliment on the way I look - I WANT TO BELIEVE THEM!!! I'm tired of yeast infections where my skin overlaps in UNnatural places. It's depressing to have to come to terms with the fact that I will never get to have children because of my weight. It's depressing that I can't walk 10 freakin feet without getting dizzy & my chest feeling like it's going to explode. Please, if you've taken the time to read this - HELP! Is there any insurace company on the planet that covers this surgery???? Because they are ALL giving me the run-around. I can't handle this alone anymore. It's too much. I just added my current weight to that weight tracker thingy at the bottom of the page - it said I have "only 220 pounds to go". ONLY 220? are you serious? that's TWO WHOLE PEOPLE PLUS ME in there! How depressing is that?!
