Life

Feb 03, 2011

Things have been strange lately. gastric bypass does weird things to your heart. like i am really freaking excited for my surgery in one week from today, but also i am scared.not of the sugary itself but i am so scared of how people are going to react to me after i lose my weight. its not like i am having this surgery done to "find" myself because believe me i am already established in who i am. but i am hesitant to share my surgery with just anyone. that might be weird and i almost feel guilty about that. but people just don't understand it and thats when the judging comes in. i am not sure what this coming season of life will bring but i am stoked about it. i started my liquid diet today. ugh it stinks, but i just have to keep reminding myself that i am almost there, i have been working so hard and now i am in the home stretch! This week is seriously  going to be a challenge,but an awesome opportunity to rely on jesus for the strength that only he can give me!

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