Been thinking more and more on this... I'm worried because the doctor has only done 5 of these operations... I'm worried because I don't know if I'll be able to change my lifestyle forever... I'm worried because I don't want my daughter to grow up without me... I'm worried about a hundred different things. I'm also worried that if I don't do it, there will be other things to worry about. So in order to prepare myself for surgery, I've decided to do a liquid/solid diet for a while. Liquid protein shake for breakfast, healthy lunch as my biggest meal, and a light dinner for the next few weeks. I also intend to get a lot more exercise in. The healthier I can be pre-op, the healthier I'll be post-op. Right now, the only reason I don't have a date set is I don't have the money I need up front, but I intend on having it by May. And who knows... by May I might just lose a little weight ;-)