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Well I had my surgery and at first I was not felling to good , but now I think that I am doing better. Going very slow with what I can eat though. Trying to keep up with my water intake so that I stay hydrated and I am finding out that I really like silk almond milk. Well I'm trying to keep strong and do good. My first 10 days I lost 15lbs. I am so proud of me and my family is proud of me too. Well just gotta keep going on the loosing path and see how I end up.

Well today was the (TNE) and my weigh-in. The TNE went good and when I was getting weighed I was so very happy with my self. I lost 4 more pounds. Well if I keep this up before my surgery I will be under 300lbs. Well I'm going to keep pushing forward.....yeah me

Well to day is the day that I have my TNE, I'm very uneasy about this to day. I wish that my doctor didn't have to do this. Just something going up my noise and down the back of my throat is just not good to me. But I have to have it done before my surgery Dec. 17. So here I go off to have it done ( wish me luck).....

Well it's right around the corner, the day that's filled with a lot of good yummy food. This will be a hard day for me because I always make a big spread of yummy food and every one it the family comes over. Now at this point I really don't know what I'm going to do this year. I still have my husband and my middle daughter at home so I need to make them some thing that day. I know I will , but it will just be a little hard for me not to eat what I cook for them. Well I hope that every one out there has a Great day and enjoy's their time with family. I know that I will.

Well I had my 3rd. weigh-in and I'm still going down. My weight is now 307lbs. I lost 3 more pounds. It's been hard to stay on the lean an green diet plan. It's not that I have been doing bad, It's just that I have had some bread and peanut butter. These are some of the thing's that I'm not supposed  to be eating. Well all I can say is that I'm still loosing weight so I guess that is still doing a good job. You know it's not that I want to eat junk food, like chip's and candy. It's that I want to have bread and peanut butter. God knows that I am doing my best and that's all that I can do.

Well all I can say is, I hope that I've still been on the loosing end of thing's. Some day's it's very hard to stay on track with the food that I eat. My husband say's that I'm doing very good, but he work's all day. He doesn't know how hard it is for me each day as I'm here all alone. No we don't have junk food in the house, it's not that it's the other food's. Like bread, peanut butter, cereal. Now these are thing's that he eat's for his lunches. This week I've had 4 slices of bread. I just hope that it hasn't hurt my weight loss. I truly want the surgery so that I can live a healthier life. I drink lots of water and hot decaf tea. I also have to meet Dr. Clarke today, I hope that I'm doing good with all my test's that I have done already. Well all I can do is keep pushing forward with what I'm doing and hope that I am doing the right thing's.

I would have to say that each day it get's better. Better to have the right food's from the lean green plan. I can feel my body starting to change, change from with-in. I'm not craving those food's that are not good for me. In my mind I know that I'm ready for the true me to be here. I know that my journey is just beginning, but I truly feel that I have been on this journey my hole life.  I've just now found the right path.

Sometime we have to find the strength from with-in to get to our goal. Just asking God to give us the help that we need to get there. That's truly what help's when we are at the crossroads of life.

Well so far I've completed my Psychologist Consult, Mammo and PaP. This week I've got my X-rays,Ultrasound and Bloodwork. Then the week after that I go see Dr. Clarke and Dr. Monn for my Pulmonologist Consult. Now I can't forget that I have my Bi-weekly weigh-in coming up today. I can't wait! Oh yeah I also have my support group meeting next Monday. I'm very proud of myself that I've gotten so much done this month. I believe that I'm well on my way to a Healthier Me........

All my life I've been a person trapped inside another. I want to FREE myself, so that I may live as I was truly meant to. This is just the beginning of what's to come.