10 months out

Jul 30, 2009

10 months...BLOWS my mind. I cannot believe its almost been ONE year since my surgery.
Okay updates:  Im 174 so thats like 115lbs down or something like that.  Im into a size 12 and loving it.  I got to the gym atleast 4-5 times a week. Working out for 2.5 hours. I've been running. Working up my endurance for my final goal of a 10k by Sept.  Then next year WHO KNOWS. 

I still cannot see the new Karen in the mirror. Its SOOO hard not to think that Im the fattest in the room. IM NOT anymore. Im amoung the average.  My husband calls me his trophy wife and LOVES to show me off. I LOVE IT TOO!!!
Even my daughter loves to show me off. She tells me all the time "Mom Im glad your not fat anymore"......yeah me too baby.
Its still hard to accept the changes in me. I cannot wrap my head around myself.  Who KNEW that I could run for almost 5 miles a day.  COME ON....

I hope to stay on this high for years to come. And I never wanna take advantage of who I have become today. I've worked to damn hard.

I LOVE MY RNY......LOVE LOVE LOVE


 

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WOW another month has gone by...

May 11, 2009

Can if really be....its been over a month since I last posted.  Guess I've been out of it for awhile...to much upkeep. 
Okay soooo lets see where I've been for the past month.....I was down to 189...but gained 2 lbs ...so Im back to 191. Its killing me!!! Since I don't dump...I've gotten my hands on my #2 weakness...GUMMY BEARS.....my thinking goes likes this "well since I work out at the gym so much, I could afford this WHOLE bag of Gummybears".   I wish I had surgery on my brain as well...ARGGGG.   But you know, knowing that I lost over 100lbs....Im still SOOOO proud of myself. I still wake up at 4am and hit the gym for 2 hours 4 to 5 times a week. I don't go for the treadmill in the back....Im using the ones up front with everyone else. (you know what Im talking about).  My friends and family...see the difference in me all the time. Even with 2lbs gain..I still look damn good.  My 14s are fitting, instead of tight on me.  Im just another 40lbs still I hit my goal weight. I know Im gonna reach it. I just want to reach it NOW!!! 

My marriage is back to the normal again. I had to let go of some ugly excess baggage..and once I did that, my DH seemed to be a whole new man to me.  What a wonderful present I gave myself, a saved marriage.

You know, even if I don't lose one more pound....Im just sooo happy of who I am right now. Im not that 300lb Karen who didn't want to do anything. Now Im playing with the neightbor kids....acting like a kid again. And its great. Its great to see the look on my kids face when they watch me play.  I finally feel like a good parent. 





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ONEderland..

Mar 08, 2009

I did it...I did it....Im official. I haven't weight myself for sooo long.  But this morning (3:33am) I couldn't sleep for some reason and decided to weight myself. NOW forsure Im not going back to sleep.

On March the 3rd, it was my 6 months ann. since my RNY!! Only 6 months people, and Im in ONDerland. From 292 to 193. Thats 99 lbs I lost.  HE HE  What a friggen HIGH Im on right now!!! 
 

OH and did I mention, I completed my 5k!!  I ran/walked it under 40:50. My goal was 45 minutes.  It rained the whole entire time.  I was soaked...but I finished!!!  I jumped across that finish line and hit the finish sign!!! I cried like a baby!!  My family was there, Earl the kids...my friends, Paula her kids, Vicki, Zakk, Jeremy and Rachel. And the Staffords...who of course showed up as we were leaving!!!  GOD I love my friends! The support and love I get...I must of done something right in my past life!!!

                                                                 I FUCKING love my RNY!!

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Look what my girl Fawn made for me..

Feb 24, 2009

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200 and slow counting

Feb 16, 2009

UGGGGG....okay only one little teeny tiny weeny pound til Im in ONEerland.   MAN....this has been torture for me. I've been working out like mad. Getting ready for my 5k. 
However.....since I found out that I don't dump....I've gotten my hands on some no-no's.  Im not to-to worried about what Im eating, since I work out so much....Im more worried about doing the 5k.  Its next weekend...AHHHHH Im excited but yet SOOOO feel like Im not ready.   Oh well, all I can do is my best.

Still another pound til Im out of the 200's.  WOW..........WTH???!!!!

Just in case you didn't know...............  I LOVE MY RNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  


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201 and 5 months later

Feb 02, 2009

WOW can I believe it...its been almost 1/2 a year since I had my surgery.  Seems SOOO long ago.  But Im down 89lbs and working out 2 hours every (almost) morning.  Just seems soooo unreal to me.
I bought a pair of workout pants the other day...I bought a LARGE.  Not XL, XXL or XXXL or even XXXXL.  Size 12/14!!!
Im just so impressed with myself.  My 5k is Feb 28th.  Im getting very excited about it.  In fact, this morning while running on the treadmill, I started to get all emotional.  Thinking of me crossing the finish line, w/ my friends and fam. there cheering me on. 
Im only 2 more pounds like I hit ONEderland.  WOW to think my heaviest was 292. 

         
        Have you heard....I LOVE MY RNY!!!!
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204 and counting down...

Jan 22, 2009

YUP...just got off of my Wii fit....down another pound since a couple of days ago!! YEZZZZZZ!!!!
Thats just 5 more stupid little lbs til Im in ONDERLAND... AHHHHHH... "Im coming to get cha, Im coming to get cha" 

Just a little update on my 5k progress. I've been getting up at 4am....and working out til 6am.  I do the treadmill...again with the intervals. Today I was running 2.3 minutes and walking for 3 for the hour.  Getting better.  Today I finished 3.33 miles in 60 minutes.  SOOOO getting MUCH better.  Then another hour of strengh training.  MAN my ass is looken firmer!!!

My 5k that I want to run is on Feb 28th.  

OH OH OH...and I had a WOW momment today.   I was shopping for some bra's for the Charlies, and I found the clearance rack..(which I would pass before cuz of course they ain't gonna have 4X) and the rack was FULL of XL!  My new size.  I found MATCHING jammies (which you'll see on LF tonight  ) off the clearance rack!!! HELL YEAH SISTA! 
My jammies have been in the past....whatever fits me...not very sexy and for sure NOT matchy matchy!!! 

GOD I love being OVERWEIGHT!!!!  




   
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NO longer OBESE....

Jan 13, 2009

I just got done playing with my Wii fit........it told me I was no longer obese....just overweight!! OKAY....I'll take it.
Im 205...thats 85lbs GONE...SEE YEAH.  Another 6lbs til ONEDERLAND.  WHOW.....friggen YEAH

TO be considered just overweight....makes me want to jump up and down and run around the block... .........IM OVERWEIGHT!!!!

                                 I LOVE MY RNY


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4 months today....

Jan 03, 2009

Today Im exactly 4 months post op!!!!  Nothing really has changed to drastically since 3 months post op.  I lost another 11lbs since then. So Im down 81lbs. Another pound or two lost...I'll be officially overweight instead of obese.  My size 16 are loose....so Im into a size 14. My hair is starting to fall out. ARGGG Guess thats just one of the side effects. 

I still haven't dumped once.  I drank some wine....had no problem at all. 

The gym down the street finally opened, so I joined.  I signed up for my first 5k for Jan 24th.
Im excited and nervous about it.  Wish me luck!!!! 
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Happy New 2009 and me....

Jan 02, 2009

Okay so its 2009.   Ready for a totally new me.  We'll ready or NOT, Im ready for me!!!!
Here's my goals for 2009.

1.  Run my first 5K by June
2.  Run my first 10K by Sept.
3.  Get to my goal weight by Sept. 140'ish
4.  Fit in some tight jeans that show off my cute tight behind
5.  Start taken better care of myself....
6.  Respect my beauty
7.  Pose for LF every week
8.  Start buying cute things, instead of things that just fit me.
9.  Make more friends on here
10.  and finally......FEEL like Im the person whom Im becoming outside.

Im sure as the days, weeks and months go by.....my goals might change a little. But this is what I want to do in 2009.
And no family member is gonng get in my way this time.  Im gonna look fine in '09.


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