LadyFox5946
5 days
Jan 04, 2007
Well I got 5 days till the surgery and Im so excited i cant beleive this is real and its finally here and happening, everyone keep me in your prayers Im nervous but very excited , the liquid diet sucks i anit gonna lie i have cheated its hard but i eat just a light meal.
Surgery scheduled for Jan. 9,2007
Dec 18, 2006
Well cant wait to have the surgery im at the point of being embarresed that I might run into people that I went to school with and they will be like damn she got big but they dont realize I had a baby too. Im so ready but scared at the same time, my fiance is scared he thinks that my body will go though withdrawls but I have talked to other people and they say its not like that. I just feel so unatractive, dont even ask me to smile for a pic over the holidays. I cant wait to have a new body for me and also for Jamie(fiancee) he is such a good guy we have been together for 5 years this Feb. and he is so good looking and he loves me so much its hard for me to understand how somwonw that looks like him can love someone like me I get called his mom sometin=mes when he goes to the doctor because of my weight it is so embarrassing boyy he will set them in there place. God has truely blessed me with a good man and not to mention our little man Elijah , hes 2 and he is the main reason for the surgery I want to be able to go to the theme parks and fit in the rides and be an active mom. Im 300 lbs. and I hate it, Im so uncomfortable in my skin. I would never tell anyone my weight but I thought it might encourage someone else.
