Lee24
As a child, I never imagined that I'd find myself here. I've always been the "chubby" kid, and I've been teased about my weight since grade school. That being said, I was always fairly tough. I was raised by two wonderful people that taught me not to put up with any crap, so I didn't have a hard time defending myself.
During high school I was bigger than some, but I never went over roughly 165 pounds. I knew I wasn't 'skinny' but I didn't believe that I was fat either.
After high school (probably when I started college and couldn't afford more than KD and rice), I began to gain weight. It was a very slow and gradual process, and I truly believe that I was in denial for some time. It has only been in the last two years that I have come to realize exactly how much I've gained.
I went from being roughly 155-165 in high school to weighing 235-240 today. I've tried counting calories, personal trainers, gym memberships and even fitness classes. Nothing has seemed to stick. I worry about my future, and I struggle to accept myself in the present.
After almost a year of deliberation, I've decided to pursue RNY Gastric Bypass Surgery. I have an appointment to meet my potential surgeon next week, and I'm looking forward to beginning this process.
