Lesley02
I am 39 years old, I have a wonderful husband and two incredible children..I like many others have unsuccessfully have tried to loose weight for most of my life..I could always loose but would put double back on!! I have come to the realization that I need help, other than WW or the Canada food quide..I'm sooo afraid of dying before my children are old enough to take care of themselves because of my weight..Not only am I an unhealthy size depression is getting the better of me because all I focus on is my weight and how awful I look and feel.. I have no one who understands my weight because no one in my family nor any of my friends have an obesity problem or any kind of weight problem..I hope that coming on here I can finally talk and meet people with the same issues and problems as myself..And someday I hope to have my surgery and finally be able to walk out of my house and feel comfortable...I dont even go outdoors anymore..Not a good think I know..I just don't the way I feel or look..But I am looking forward to getting better..;)
