littleone
5/30/07
i havent posted in several months and shame on me. I have had a hard time after my surgery with alot of things, I didnt bounce back like i thought i should have. u have gained weight and i completely feel like a failure.
The place where we were having our meetings had a fire so im trying to find a place. but mostly i feel like all that i went throught. the roun eny y the tummy tuck and breast reduction was for nothing because im fat again. i feel like im in a complete downward spiral and dont know how to get out of it. i get up 3 time a week at 430 and go to the gym those are the only days that im on track but other than that i feel competely lost in my failure my high school reunion is in 3 months a year ago i couldnt wait to go now i dont even know if i want to go
