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  OK so I'm feel way better now   my back hurts  a bit i have lost 13 pounds yay for me  my scares are so little  you all most dont see them but  I'm having a hard time seeing  every one eat but me  I'm not even hungry  but  i think omg i love that cake my kids are eating that dad just came home with or i love that meat i just cooked for  them  i know is all in my head but still  that gets my sad   well that's all bye

  well  im home feel grate nothing hurts jus feel with  no energy :(

   ONE MORE DAY TILL SURGERY  I'M SO HAPPY  CANT WAIT  FOR TOMORROW TO COME    I'M NOT EVEN NERVOUS AT ALL  I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED  ABOUT THINK WHEN I'M SKINNY  ALL THE THINGS I'M GOING TO DO WITH MY KIDS  I HAVE ALL READY  TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL I JUST WISH I COULD GO HOME THE SAME DAY I'M GOING TO MISS MY KIDS SO MUCH IN  THE 2 DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL  BUT I KNOW THERE BE OK WITH MY HUSBAND  MOM SISTER AND  FRIEND I KNOW  4 PEOPLE  JUST FOR  3 KIDS   BUT THEY HAVE ALOT OF ENERGY  AND ARE NOT  GOOD KID   SO  IT BETTER LIKE THAT  I KNOW NOTING WILL HAPPEN  

 OK so  in a week from now  i will be getting I'm wls i hope i say i hope because my insurance  still have said notting  yet  so I'm still waiting on that  but i have every thing ready 4 my surgery   my  bag ready with every thing i need in the hospital and  my medicine  to take when I'm home  i cant wait till the 27  ok so i have my pre op visit  with Dr Duffy 4  the one on one  visit i hope he tell me something new about my insurance

 my surgery is on the 27 of September but MY DR have not sent the paper to me insurance is this  normal or not i call aetna  and they  told me that   Dr.Duffy still has not sent my papers and I'm so worry that they will postpone my surgery 

 SO TODAY I GOT A CALL FROM ME HOSPITAL ADMISSION DEPT AND THEY TOLD ME THAT  MY SURGERY IS IN SEPTEMBER 23 I'M SO HAPPY BUT INSURANCE STILL HAS NOT APPROVE IT SO I DON'T KNOW  IF I SHOULD CELEBRATE YET OR WAIT  FOR THE INSURANCE  BUT I GUESS THEY KNOW WHAT THERE DOING  TODAY I'M GOING TO THE GYM AGAIN :) THAT'S ALL THE NEW  STUFF THAT HAS HAPPEN  ILL WRITE WHEN SOMETHING  NEW HAPPENS BYE

i  went to the gym and became a member i love going it was my first time in a gym and it was not bad like i was thinking i feel great i was thinking i was  going to die if i worked out  but is not bad i actually  like it  

 so I'm still waiting on the approval of the insurance  company  but I'm not thinking  about it as much i guess ill keep on waiting

   I'm wait 4  the call to see is me insurance  approves me  this wait is driving me crazy   i try not to think of it but i cant  god can they please  say yes  so i can breath  and not be nervous  I'm not a  person that like 2 wait 

SO TODAY I WENT TO MY GROUP APPOINTMENT   AND I FINELY SAW DR .DUFFY HE IS SO NICE AND SOFT SPOKEN TO BE HONEST I  WAS LOOKING  UP TO SEE HIM BECAUSE IT BEEN LIKE 7 MONTH OF RESEARCH   HE SAID THAT MY SURGERY IS LIKE IN A MONTH AND THAT WE HAVE TO WAIT 4 THE INSURANCE  TO  APPROVE IT I I'M SO NERVOUS ABOUT IT THATS BEEN MY FEAR  SENSES  THE BEGGING  DO EVERY THING  AND THE INSURANCE  SAYING NO  BUT I'M TRYING TO BE POSITIVE  BUT I THINK I WILL NOT BE OK INTO I GET THE CALL SAYING OK YOU APPROVED  

 well i went 4 the test that i need it and it came out the a  do have a heart problem but that is not that bad and the doctor said i can do my gastric by pass  I'm SO happy thank  you god