lovinglyfe
A personal moment
Aug 23, 2010
23 Aug
Dear Lord,
I come to you with a open heart, I ask Lord that you let your will be done. it is my soul desire to make it through this surgery. I feel that there are more things in Life that I need to accomplish, but, LORD If you call me home, help my family to find peace.
Help me LORD to find to find the courage and the strength to trust the Surgeon during the surgery. In JESUS name, AMEN!
Well I'm getting ready for my surgery in the morning, I'm a little nervous but I pray I come through. The kids and my husband are with me and today was very peaceful.
EMOTIONAL MESS
Aug 21, 2010
I can't believe all the emotions I've been having these past few weeks, it's almost like being bi-polar. One minute I'm happy about the surgery, then I'm feeling anxious, unsure of my decision, I felt crying then, now, I'm feeling hopeful and glad for my date!
I spoke with the Doc and I feel better about my decision. I researched and found out he has not lost a patient due to surgery and I'm "having normal reactions" .
I started my leave from work on Friday and I'm kinda' pissed because my co-workers acting funny because I won't them what my surgery is for. Anyway, that's a BIG stress I ain't got to deal w/for a while.
One of my sisters had GNY two years ago, she had abnormal periods, NEVER dated, and was told she could not have children. Why'd I find out today she was expecting? I'm so happy for her, see there are many benifits besides "being skinny" to have this surgery.
Well, I guess I'm about to finish pampering myself before Tuesday!
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I spoke with the Doc and I feel better about my decision. I researched and found out he has not lost a patient due to surgery and I'm "having normal reactions" .
I started my leave from work on Friday and I'm kinda' pissed because my co-workers acting funny because I won't them what my surgery is for. Anyway, that's a BIG stress I ain't got to deal w/for a while.
One of my sisters had GNY two years ago, she had abnormal periods, NEVER dated, and was told she could not have children. Why'd I find out today she was expecting? I'm so happy for her, see there are many benifits besides "being skinny" to have this surgery.
Well, I guess I'm about to finish pampering myself before Tuesday!
Finally
Aug 17, 2010
I went to my pre-op class class (17 Aug) yesterday and a little more at ease. That was my first time since being told I was having the surgery getting some of the information I needed. I was nervous at first because I haven't meet w/the Doctor, Nut, support group and on top of that when ever I call the office they NEVER answer the phone. If, there is an ER, I can't call the office because they too damn busy to answer the phone.
Anyway, I finally got some information and I plan to spend the next couple of days in Prayer and being as informed as possible for the 24th. I took two weeks of from work, I might take three since they made me use my PTO and I have disability insurance.
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Anyway, I finally got some information and I plan to spend the next couple of days in Prayer and being as informed as possible for the 24th. I took two weeks of from work, I might take three since they made me use my PTO and I have disability insurance.
