Lyn78
I've been battling my weight for years. As each pound was gained, I've gotton more and more depressed on the inside. It has affected my life dramaticly. I am 33 years old, 5' 1" , weigh 219 lbs and feel like I'm 80 at times. I have boarder line high blood pressure, high cholesterol, lower back pain and problems with my knees. My weight has affected my sleep as well. I've tried tons of diets and have taken all kinds of diet pills in hopes to lose weight. I've been seeing a nutrionist for the past year, she is great and helpful with educating me on good food choices but I've only lost 11lbs which to me is not great considering it has been a year. I have a 13 yr old daughter and at times it affects her when I'm unable to do things because of my back or I'm just to tired. My back problems have affected my job as well. I avoid social occasions at all costs because I'm embarrassed and can't find anything to wear that looks half way decent. I can't shop in any stores that I used to love. I can't remember the last time I wore a bathing suit. I have a closet full of clothes that I haven't been able to wear for years. I don't go out with friends anymore and always make up excuses to why. I haven't actually seen some friends in years. I haven't worn a pair of jeans in years and only wear yoga pants and sweat shirts. I am even more miserable in the summer which is approaching and I am not looking forward to. When I see people in a store I avoid them because of my weight.
I want to be able to cross my legs when I'm sitting, I want to be comfortable with myself in public and in my home, I want to go to social gatherings, I want to reunite with friends, I don't want have to do the "fat girl" shuffle/adjustment to get in the car, I want to be able to wear all the clothes in my closet, I want to "want" photos to be taken with me in them, I want to go in a pool or to the beach or to a water park with my daughter. These are all things I WANT and should be able to do at my age. I can't even explain the struggle vivid enough as to how this makes me feel.
I've researched bariatric surgery for the past 3 years and all options that are given. At first I was leaning towards the Lapband, upon digging deeper I decided against it. In the end I decided for me the best choice was VSG. Looking forward to meeting with Dr.Vithianithin and this journey to hopefully make my life happier and healthier.
