Lynda_C
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Well I told everyone that I would not put something on here, but I feel compelled to now so, here goes.
Basically, I have been overweight my entire adult life, with times of great weightloss. I was never an overweight child, I was very active, although now that I think about it, my 2 older brothers and even my father called me fatso as a punishing nickname. A name that has come to fruition for them. I digress. I was never overweight as a teen in fact.....my husband has seen pictures of me and says I was hot and that he would do me. LOL. But once I got pregnant and was pretty much on my own and depressed and angry for 20 some years I guess it starts to take it's toll on a body.
BUT, since I have gotten married a little over 2 years ago to one of the most wonderful men on earth, he has shown me that being angry was not working for me and was not working for US. So together we are working on a life with that is without anger. It's still a work in progress but, then again....what isn't. Also, since I got married, I quit smoking after aboout 20 years. I have to say...I am so much happier and I wish I could say healthier, but I feel as though since I quit, I am worse. I have astma I never knew I had, I have gained about 60 lbs, and have had other health issues that after this surgery I am hoping to take care of.
I have a surgery date of January 24th 2007. I really only started this process end of October2006. I went to the seminar November 20 and was approved by the insurance on Dec 20 2006 and now have Surgery planned in a few days. I am down to the wire and I cannot tell you how excited I am. To be able to see my shoes and bend over and tie them without wanting to pass out will be fantastic. But this is down the road. I know this. I am prepared for the fight and in my corner I have JR.
