maggielou
my story began april 2008. that is when i started my 6 mons of diets. i completed by last diet appointment in the last part of october. i went to see the crazy doctor and my surgeon. all the paperwork wassubmitted to the insurance company in november. novmber 18th i found out that was pregnant. i was approved for surgery on nov 25th i have 9 months to think evertything over. on july 7th i gave birth a baby girl. now i have a 6 yr boy and a 3 mon old girl. once i had my baby i started smoking again. i know that i need to quit for the surgery but i have struggled with quitting smoking for years. i have tried everything from patches gum and hypnosis nothing seemed to work. all i can think of is that i am running out of time. i tried cold turkey. woking okay now with the exception i want to kill my husband. i have smoked one cig since oct 1st. that was on oct 5 after getting into a heated discussion with my husband. after i smoked i i thought to myself what the heck did you do. i met again with thw surgeon on oct 15 now i am smoke free and awaiting r my surgery date of 11/9 i am having great stress about it
