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Hi all  just want to tell you all I am still out here and 3 post op and also have a 1 yr old son and doing as good as I can.....But had a accident my iron dropped to 6.1 few weeks ago and  blacked out and passed out cut above my eye from glasses....went to er had to have blood and iron infusions....i had been doing good til then not sure why hemogoblin dropped......and now hoping that fixes me again.

Well I found out today that my vitamin d levels are too low and my liver enzymes are elevated, so I tomorrow (12-10-08) for liver ultrasound.  I hope for something simple and easy to fix. I have had enough issues don't need any new ones!

Well it has been a very long time since I have been on here.  I am now 5 almost 6 months post op and I have lost 105 lbs.  It has been a tough road for me, I have a feeding tube in now but dont have to use it now. I am finally feeling better.  I was off work from Sept.30 to Oct 20th because of the feeding tube. But I am doing good now, thank goodness.

Also for all of you that new I was moving, I got moved! I moved in on Sept 20th. I have a 3rd floor apartment ( no elevator) so I do a lot of stairs and when I was sick it was awful! Now that I feel better it is part of my exercise routine.

If you would like to contact me do so through this or my email at:
amanda_12778@yahoo.com. My internet is off at home for a bit but I still have access at work, so I check it when I can.

Well now my stepdad want to abandon me too, with no notice! He started dating a new girlfriend 8 days after my mom had passed after 19 years of marriage. I am dealing with too much stress in my life right now and no help. I feel so alone in the world now after looisng most of my family.

I want this to work I really do. I admit I need help with it all, but can't seem to get anyone to understand my point of view.  I have always been walked on and treated like dirt. When I was 15 yrs old I was raped, by a friends brother, then when I was 17 high graduation night I was raped again. Then I was in abusive relationship with a man that lied to me about his age. He raped me and was very controling. I felt trapped and you can read the rest of my story below. I have only told very few people about some of the above but I need to get it off my chest and get over it because it is holding me back still.